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|  Here's a collection of poems I've wrote over the years. Most are military poems that I had wrote during my deployment to Iraq. Please enjoy and feel free to leave feedback. A Letter From A Soldier I fight for you everyday For your safety and freedom far, far away Everyday I fear that it may be my last Looking at what was important to me in the past I choose this life, to fight For your freedom, your eternal right It gets lonely out in this far distant land I have nothing but my gun and boots full of sand I pray to Jesus each and every night That he may shield me from this next fight I live each day with fear of death I never know when it will be my last breath "Lets Move Out" says my captain Always worried about what will happen I get my gear and my gun I ask myself "How much more, before this is done?" Bullets and RPG's zooming past my head I cant help but fear soon I will be dead Each and every second of life i cherish Because I never know when I will perish A sound of gun shots all around Bodies of young soldiers is all to be found Bombs shattering the buildings apart Mirror the pieces that are also my heart Every dying soldier causes me to tremble All the soldiers will start to assemble The greatest gift I can give Is to lay down my life so someone else may live All those young men who did not come home Also left their family and children all alone I'm here safe and sound Now with my family on my own ground I pray for my fellow soldiers everyday I ask the lord to reward them for what they had to pay Show mercy to all those who fell "Lord, they have served their time in hell" I write this letter to you and to all To tell you about myself and those who answered the call Together we will get it done, we America.... Are together as one. by cRAYz Changing the Past The past is the past for a reason That is where it is supposed to stay But some cannot let it go In their heads it eats away Until all their focus becomes The person that they used to be The mistakes they made in their life oh, if only they could see That you cannot change what happened No matter how hard you try No matter how much you think about it No matter how much you cry What happens in your lifetime Happens for reasons unknown So you have to let the cards unfold Let your story be shown Don't get wrapped up in the negative Be happy with what you have been given Live for today not tomorrow Get up, get out and start living Because the past is the past for a reason It's been and now is gone So stop trying to think of ways to fix it It's done, it's unchangable, move on by cRAYz PANIC Gotta Quaratine Because of COVID-19 Wash your hands, try not to whine, Wear a mask, the air is not fine Self isolate Avoid the street Be careful who you meet We’re sick of the struggle So we stay in and snuggle COVID-19 has us all in a tizzy Too much information making all of us dizzy What started in China as a epidemic Now a worldwide pandemic Around the world continues shutting down Making cities nothing but a ghost-town Praying one day I’ll wake up And the virus will stop I understand that lives are lost But it will end whatever the cost Life is now different, we’re stuck inside Look at all who have died Days are boring and longer But we will become stronger I’m caffeine fixated And socially frustrated Solitary confinement But isolation compliant Grocery stores are doing their part To get you a sanitized cart My city is a ghost-town Because of this lockdown Conversation starvation Mental stagnation Six feet between you and me To help keep me virus free Stay in your home For those suffering alone Waiting with great anticipation For a vaccination For every nation! To the brave ones fighting bold The nights and days are long and cold Show respect, support them too To all those angels, we need you Rise and shout I’ve got the virus, get it out Pray to be untrue Life has changed for me and you I covered my cough SO BACK OFF! by cRAYz A Swimmer I'm Not Sinking like a rock A swimmer I'm not. Riding the tube in the lake Hoping the rope does not break Jumping the wake Was a piece of cake Glen was at the wheel Which was not a big deal Hanging on tight With all my might Something didn't feel right I was flying like a kite After we crashed I flailed and I thrashed I just fell into a large lake A fatal mistake I wasn't a flop Made it to the top Trying to stay afloat While reaching for the boat Thank goodness for my life jacket I was too young to be in a casket Guy & Jon grabbed ahold of me Thank God someone cared for thee.. The fear of drowning from the past Is finally leaving at last Back in the tube for another turn Hoping I don't crash and burn.. by cRAYz A Veterans Tribute Whatever their uniform, we think of them all Those brave men and women, so proud and so tall As we were once in their ranks, (be it air, land or sea) We know of the sacrifice, to keep us all free Of those never served, many don’t know That the troops are our friends; and not our foe They fight for our freedom, our hopes and our dreams So stand and applaud, when you see one in greens Stand as a nation, showing they’re not alone That we are all waiting, for their safe return home As veterans we know, the commitment that’s made In keeping our shores safe, that none can invade A veteran is the subject What are we to expect? Showing signs of disrespect Is incorrect So many have been wrecked by this effect Please show them your Respect.. This tribute to our forces, is because we all care For all our brave troops, for all those who dare Next time you see one, please take a stand Show them they're special, by shaking their hand… by cRAYz I'm A Soldier... the pain of a wound, the pain of the bullet passing through me, living with this anger in me, i'm a soldier, i love this about me. walking the streets with respect, to make it perfect, free from any threat, away from any kind of death, i've faced death a million times so families can dine, i'm a soldier, i love this about me. dodging ied's, bullets, and landmines, to see kids smiling across the borderlines, i have no regrets being a soldier, i've taken alot upon my shoulder, facing bullets, being brave and bolder, i'm a soldier, i love this about me. emotionless, and fearless, seeing blood every day, i am merciless, i'm not a killing machine, i'm just a human being, i show no mercy in my eyes, no love in my cries, i'm a soldier, i love this about me. terrible places tough, grim faces, dark, frightening nights, missing my lovely wife, memories of a decent life, leaving the war, no more pain anymore i'm a soldier, i love this about me. by cRAYz The Soldier Gives.... the soldier gives... the right to bear arms, carrying his weapon into wars, the soldier keeps us safe from harm, defending us on all foreign shores the soldier gives... the right to protest, standing up against everything that is wrong, the soldier keeps us safe when we rest, defending through nights so long the soldier gives... the right to free speech, speaking what is on his mind, the soldier keeps our safety in reach, leaving his friends, family and home behind, the soldier gives... the right to free press, the stories he will have to tell, the soldier keeps us safe from distress, by going through a living hell the soldier gives... the right to religious freedom, taking a moment to stop and pray, the soldier keeps us safe from things to come, being on the battlefield every day. by cRAYz Time Passes The seconds pass... We take a look back... At what our lives had held... The minutes pass... Seeing what fell through the cracks... Parts of our lives were so compelled... The hours pass... Thinking what we learned... What we taught... What we forgot... The days pass... Wishing a lot could be returned... For things we have earned... Wishing we would of never fought... Hoping bad things are forgot... Years pass... Standing alone... Boy have they all grown... Married and gone... and on their own... Your life passes... You stand very proud... Looking at how they raise their own... You did well... Live on... Be strong... You did nothing wrong... by cRAYz A Home To Live In Encounters with destiny coming together two hearts beating in perfect harmony melting into each other desiring the same thing finding their home together in any kind of weather living the dream as the perfect team! by cRAYz What Happened America? America, America What happened to America? People are fighting There is war and chaos There is pain and death There is turmoil and crime America, America What happened to America? People are dying People are crying We are striving to stay alive America, America What happened to America? The land of the free? Where did it go? The home of the brave? America, America What happened to America? Morals are diminishing They don't seem to exist! This country is doomed! Move away from your wicked ways! Turn back from your sinful ways! Look at yourself America! by cRAYz Thinking of Home When I Think Of Home I Think Of: pumpkin pies, mulberry trees, fields of corn, bumble bees, pastures, farm animals, sun brewed tea, morning & afternoon chores, my brother Jay & me acres of farmland, tractors and combines, country living, home cooked meals, corn & beans growing, harvest time, Because when I think of home I think of Heaven I think of all thats kind When I think of home FAMILY comes to mind. by cRAYz A Soldiers Rush We don't have super powers We are not made out of steel We cannot leap over telephone towers A bullet wound we would feel A cape we do not own And a mask we do not wear All over the world we are known Though our breed is very rare We do not have angels wings And from heaven we did not come We came not from a line of kings And miracles we have not done Super heroes we are not No powers do we possess For we are just normal men Soldiers and nothing less We are American soldiers fighting Not super heroes indeed We are high on adrenaline Hoping not to bleed To fight for what we need by cRAYz America USA The Red, White, and Blue. Stars and Stripes are on our flag, It's all very true. There are 50 states, and Washington DC. America the Beautiful, the land of the free. Before September 11th, U.S. was a happier place. There was two Twin Towers that fell down in showers The looks on everyones face seeing them fall from grace No one loves an empty place. Now ashes lie in their space. Everyone has been affected, Deep down inside. It's brought us all together, now we show some great pride! by cRAYz Another Day Another day, another tomorrow Both can be filled with tears and sorrow. These tears I cry, Don’t help the days go by. It seems like the hours crawl along, With you is where I belong. It is hard trying to have a decent stay Seems forever until its my final day I cry when I miss your call, You're not here to help me up when I fall. I miss your hugs, laughs, smiles and kisses, Hopefully one day things will come true for all my wishes. by cRAYz Brothers Never steer away from your brothers Always keep them near Never say you hate them Always be there Respect and Love each other Your bond and friendship will go further Fighting doesn't matter Loving each other is all that matters Losing Gary and Jay Would be a heart breaking day Leaving me with alot to have to say To have it end someday Is why I pray To be able to see you just one more day Keep your brothers near Never let them shed one single tear Be there to pick them up When they decide to fuck things up Why are brothers so daring? Cause they will never stop caring Love is one thing Friendship is another Put them together And you've got a brother Hold on to your brothers tight With all of your might You never know when it will be there last night. by cRAYz Tragedy If I could take back a second in time, I would take back destruction and crime. People living in a hateful place, being afraid to be judged because of your race. September 11th affected us all, but now we need to be brave and stand tall. They thought it would destroy us but it brought us close, we came together when we needed each other the most. People helping and giving a hand, soldiers getting ready to fight for our land. A war is coming who would have thought? Our children will be brought up different and have to be taught. Hopefully everything will have to change, and then our world will no longer be strange. by cRAYz cRAYz I am cRAYz your crazy Together we are cRAYz Dating was crazy Being in love with each other is crazy crazy yesterday crazy today crazy tomorrow being crazy has got us this far cRAYz is just who we are. by cRAYz Cy Cy is my name I always get the blame Blue Healer is my breed I'm growing like a weed My chewie tastes oh so good The way it always should Nipping the ankles of my master To make him go faster Thats what i'm after Just for some laughter Sleeping with Jay Night and day Keeping him awake I think he needs a break I want to be with you close & near So glad I came home with you That was so sincere Losing you is what I fear Lets go for a walk in the sun Now wouldn't that be fun I'm devoted and loyal, thats so true All I want is to be with you by cRAYz Dad- My Hero 23 years have passed I’ll never forget the day My mom rang to tell me My friend, My hero, My Dad Had just passed away. I’ve never felt so alone In all my years alive, I didn’t understand it And wondered how I’d take it Then I thought about Mom, Jay & Jr. And just how they were coping dealing with all the stress, In this heart breaking mess. I thought about all you’d miss With every milestone that I had made, And I pray with every bone in my body, Dad The memories I have will never fade. As I now have children and grandchildren of my own, I know now, how proud you would of have been To see your grandson Logan, you never did see you sure was hoping for the same birthday. You sure would of loved Gail, Beautiful, loving, caring, intelligent and wise. someone who is not hard to please, who can definitely take a tease. Thinking of you brings tears to my eyes I never thought I would see your demise Who will teach me right from wrong? Now that you are gone? I hope He’s taking good care of you because now you’re in His place I hope all your worries and all your fears have left your face I never got so say goodbye, that was the worst part But I know that when you left, you said goodbye to my heart I know that in the life I live You will always be a part, I know I will never forget you And you will always be in my heart. There is not one day that goes by That I don’t miss you DAD, You will Always be in my thoughts and prayers. LOVE YOU DAD! by cRAYz Divorced The relationship was killed in haste. That time was a waste. The son we had is now not mine. The life we lived was like a grapevine. My son lives with you. We already knew. What the courts would do. Child support. Because of the court. Money you spent. At every craft event. The trust was lost. The paths had been crossed. The lies you told. Was bitter cold. The secrets you keep. Being with that creep. The home we shared. Had totally been repaired. The dreams are gone. The plans we drew are now scattered on the lawn. The pictures of you and I have been ripped. Gifts exchanged have been nicked. Money spent to avenge. My goal is sweet revenge. Paid lawyers to do there best The shit you did was hard to digest. I missed that close relationship with my son. Because of the shit you had done. Spending all the money. You thought was funny. Behind on bills. To pay for your thrills. No longer riding the rail. Since I've been with Gail. Mending my relationship with Logan. Would be so golden. Moving on with my new life. Hoping to have a new wife. Gail gives everything. Doesn't take anything. The brightest star. In my life thus far. This relationship will not go down in haste. It will not be a waste. Fourteen years together In all types of weather. I love you Gail, I hope I do not fail. Love everything about you. I know you love me too. The time has flew. Between me and YOU! by cRAYz Eulogy for a Veteran Do not stand at my grave and weep. Six foot under is deep I am not there, I do not sleep. I'm all the winds that blow. I'm the glisten on the snow. I'm the sunshine on the grain. I'm the gentle autumn rain. I show no pain Theres nothing more to gain When you awaken in the mornings rush, I'm the quiet shush, the birds in circled flight, I'm the stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die. I'm in heaven Way up high Lost in the great blue sky.... by cRAYz Freedom Glory to the American Flag, long may she wave So many have been covered with her when they've gone to their grave So many of us have taken for granted that our freedom will always be We tend to forget those who have kept that right for you and for me A Soldier will stand and fight all night to keep us from harm While some of us sit at home and refuse to lift an arm Some sit around and complain all day how wrong this war must be While a Soldier pushes that aside to continue to fight for you and me Some sit around and complain about the food their going to eat While a Soldier works straight through deprived of sleep and hungry and weary on his feet While you sit around and complain about what you have or where you live Remember that a Soldier somewhere is about to give for you A Soldier stands tall and proud and ready for the fight Hoping everything he does is all right. by cRAYz Give Thanks Giving thanks to him, because he’s God And God is in everything, don’t you see? God is in you and me and always will be, It doesn’t matter when you sin or stray! God is always in your heart and your life And he’s the only one who knows it all. Give thanks to him, because he’s God, And he loves us even we all sin and fall God is constantly watching you and me, Everyday when you're resting or in the go, And God answers prayers, not in your time, But in his own time, and does what he knows And God created all and knows everything Give thanks, that he’s our Savior and King! by cRAYz Home Is Home is... A welcome site with the lights so bright shining in the night Home is... Where you spend all your time free of crime and grime Home is... Filled with love from the heavenly Father above Home is... A beautiful place for me no other place I wanna be Home is... Where families meet at holidays to eat Home is... Where the HEART is... inside those four walls down the hall thats what I recall... by cRAYz Howl at the Moon A lone wolf goes on the prowl as silent as an owl With the full moon in the sky Lighting the way The wolf begins to howl unable to find her You can see it in the distance His silhouette on a mountain ledge The hunger is hard to forget the echoing howl he lets all of us know why he frets by cRAYz I Am the cRAYz Wolf I am the cRAYz wolf who howls in the night Never feared to be seen among the light. I'm the cRAYz wolf that walks the cold snow below walking slow going with the flow. I am the cRAYz wolf who howls in the night traveling many miles into the night until morning light. I am the cRAYz wolf who howls upon the full moon Howling in tune. I am the cRAYz wolf who howls with happiness into the night. Until the morning light, When I tend to become out of sight until the next night. by cRAYz Iowa Of all the states in the U.S.A. There's only one for me, For those friends and family I'm longing to see. The good ole state of Iowa Where the corn grows tall for us all. The state is the best in the midwest I thought I would travel to realize my dreams I wandered far from home to South Dakota I did roam, Watertown is where I live it doesn't have as much to give I know what I like the best I'll take good ole Iowa and they can have the rest. The state I was born is all about the corn, and the soybean its harvest time, lets get the fields picked clean I'm not alone, for I'm an Iowa State Cyclone The colors Red & Yellow are the ones I follow.. by cRAYz (wrote for my brother) Logan I never want this to go unsaid, So in this poem, is for it to be said. No words can express what you mean to me, A son like you, I thought could never be. We've had our share Of fights and quarrels. Your mom has always been in the middle Trying to play that Golden Fiddle.. I want what's best for you and want to see good in all that you do I would like for you to understand before you become a man in life you have to make a plan you need to decide, who you really are inside. you may have to toss it around in your mind as it may take you some time for the answer you want to find it should come from your heart, friends and family should take no part I'm not going to influence you in anyway because your life could be taken away, at any given day. Be true to yourself I will be there, if you need any help Remember that life is what you make it Don't ever forsake it. Whatever you decide I will stand by your side you need to understand as you begin your life as a man Do the best that you can! and you'll be a great man.. by cRAYz(wrote to my son) Loss of Dad My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news It never occurred to me, how much I could lose I find myself wishing that it wasn't real Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me I’m glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land I lie in bed and cry at night And I don’t feel any better in the morning light And I will love and miss him forever Until the day we are again together. Together in that perfect place above, Filled with caring, sharing and love But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away. And hopefully see him again someday by cRAYz Meaning of War War means bombs War means death War means guns War means destruction War means bloodshed War means mutilation War means killing War means tears War means chaos War means conflicts War means militaries War means hostility War means angry War means belligerence War means terrorism War means insurgency War means aggression War will cease when men refuse to fight when they give up that right. Peace is what we are needing To keep this planet Earth from bleeding. by cRAYz Missing You I love you even when you are far away from me My love is with you always but the distance keeps us away I need us together your love is crystal clear our love is built with two hearts we are there always for each other If I could fly, I would fly to you across the ocean and lands If I could be with you, my pain would fly away If you hug me, my depression flys away You have possessed my heart and soul But I have nothing to give you other than love It doesn't matter how far away you live but I need you beside me now, other than you make me live as a lonely woman. by cRAYz Money Money is wonderful Money is power for you to devour. Money gives you respect for whom ever writes the check. Money is sweet as sweet as honey. Money is hope to never be at the end of your rope. Money is war we kill and get killed just to have more. Money and power are closely related Money is power, power is money its something I wish was never created. by cRAYz My F350 Dually Having a Ford 1 ton is so much fun The truck is no poke because of the Ford 6.0 PowerStroke Rolling coal is good for the soul Its got four wheel drive to keep me alive The color of the truck is gray that I drive everyday Gets you where you wanna go with tires from Nitto With my Bully Dog tuner it'll get you there sooner I've got navigation to get me in the right direction Getting thru the snow she's got some git up and go The CB radio is turned up to hear all the gossip Its got a fat ass that sucks up the gas It's the FX4 who would want more. by cRAYz(wrote for my brother) My Jeep Dark green Hard to keep clean 33 inch tire For which I admire Wheels that are black To keep me on track 2 inch lift kit Is a hit, I admit Tinted glass Thats first class 4.0 Liter Thats no beater That 5 speed Is all I need To punch the timecard Evening & graveyard by cRAYz My Son Boy, the years go by, Time does fly. Once just a thought in one far away dream Now you make my eyes gleam Laughter and smiles That go on for miles You're growing up so fast I wish each moment with you to forever last 6 months I count on my hand, Until you become an 18 yr old young man I will pick up the pieces when you fall, Which I hope doesn't happen at all. I will hold your hand Help you stand tall, Through it all. When the day comes and you are on your own, Never feel like you are alone. Pick up the phone Give me a call, We can talk about anything at all. No matter how near or far apart, There's always a place for you in my heart No matter what you go through, I will always Love You. by cRAYz My Special Sister-In-Law My special sister-in-law, what you mean to me you have strength and courage your family can see My special sister-in-law shows us all how to handle life's blows she takes it all in stride, smiles, and says, "That's how it goes" My special sister-in-law through all her pain, never once gave up or complained she has dignity, warmth, and inner beauty that can't be explained My special sister-in-law with all she has been going through, always thinks of others she always takes time to give of herself to friends, sisters and brothers My special sister-in-law is always there with her kind thoughts, deeds, and caring she is well loved for her capacity for sharing My special sister-in-law needs to know how much she is loved by Gail and me her strength, courage, and beauty are a shining example for all to see My special sister-in-law has carried a heavy burden for quite a long while she does not allow us to share any of her pain but always her smile My special sister-in-law is surely a guardian angel sent from above from all of us who care, with all our love My special sister-in-law sent her cancer to hell and is finally almost well Connie, I know you are strong you will always fight you'll give it your all with all of your might each and every night Cancer, you are a lethal disease And if you are defeated it isn't done by ease. No one could find a cure against you. I hope you stop breaking hearts and leave this planet and depart We won't give up and rise the white flag because that would be a drag. by cRAYz(wrote for my sister-in-law) Olaf There was a snowman named Olaf who had a carrot nose. Along came a reindeer, whos' name was Sven and what do you suppose? That hungry reindeer, was looking for some lunch, Grabbed Olafs' nose, Nibble, nibble, crunch! by cRAYz One Lonely Soldier One lonely soldier With a pen in his hand Writes to his family From a far off land In Afghanistan.... The words he writes Come straight from his heart Still he hopes it doesn't show How he’s falling apart The many nightmares Of recent attacks So called martyrs Bombs strapped to their backs Visions of comrades As he closes his eyes Injured in bomb raids His ‘brothers’ who have died I've seen so much Whilst on his tour I know there's things I can't share I can’t take much more Of all this gore My eyes reflect this pain once asleep, the battle begins again and again and again The secret place deep inside the darkness of my mind Look into my eyes Tell me what you find. We are all human We all have our fears Us brave soldiers Are allowed to shed tears My demons inside me Together we’ll fight Then at least then You can sleep soundly at night I'll stay strong now Keep my head down low You know I'm hurting I’m human you should know I've done my duty I've given my best I’ll be home soon For some well earned rest I hope you will be waiting When I arrive home You’re in my heart always I'm never alone So until my tour ends I've sent you my love Please pray that the Angels Protect me from above. by cRAYz Ordinary Soldier I'm just an ordinary soldier A man so brave and true I've killed three men today Because that's what soldiers do I try not to makes no fuss about it Trying not to be loud But I saved anothers life today That makes me oh so proud Sometimes when battles rage I see the tragedy and pain This causes me to wonder If I'll ever get back home again Sometimes at night in fistful sleep My devils they return But with the mornings rising light I send them back to burn I make no fuss about it I've not got much to say For I'm just an ordinary soldier And it's the way I earn my pay. by cRAYz Peace Means... P is for peacefulness a state of Freedom a state without war is what we are striving for to end all war E is for ending a war closing, finishing, wrapping up would be nice not to have to pay the price for a/n explosive device A is for amity friendly relations between nations to build foundations from all locations C is for calmness quiet and free from disturbance lets stop the recurrence of violent disturbance E is for easygoingness taking life easy not harsh, causing little distress dealing with all this mess to kill, break, or suppress and make one more mourner weep less. by cRAYz Remember Me If I were to leave this world today I'd want to be remembered it's true, for going that extra mile just to show my love for you. I'd want for you to be proud of me and know I always tried, when you hurt I did too, your tears I also cried. I'd want you to be compassionate to never turn away, from someone who might need a hug or encouragement one day. I'd want you to know I'm sorry if I ever caused you pain, I hope you'd learn from my mistakes and forgive me just the same. There are no second chances when God says it's time to go, we only have today to let our feelings show. Remember this when you say your prayers and count your blessings tonight, and treasure every precious moment God gives you. by cRAYz Sacrifice Memorial Day comes every year Honoring those who gave there all They never let anything get in there way Defending each and every day. What they did, we can never repay With all the deadly wars, All the white crosses remind us, Our brave soldiers gave their all To put the bloodshed behind us The courage it takes to fight For what we know is right Each and every night The ultimate sacrifice To be a cut above the rest Is what we do best. Fighting the American way; Through hardship and pain So we could remain Safe and free For our country,God, and me. by cRAYz Snow for Christmas One thing you need to know; At Christmas time, its gonna snow. The ground is covered with fluffy white Softening the cold, dark night. I hate that white snow, Reflecting off the moon’s glow. It makes me feel dead Inside my warm bed. My thoughts are so true Doesn't make much sense to me and you, The wind is so cold, I must be getting old. Remembering when i was a child, When it snowed I smiled. Building them snow forts, throwing snowballs, at the fort walls. Snowmen, snow angels, sledding and ice skating was exciting, As a child I had no worries, Because I wasn't driving in the flurries. The weather outside maybe crappy, I try to stay happy. But to this snow I say, Just go away. Shovel the snow from the porch The intense cold can scorch. I can’t stand you snow Someplace else is where you need to go My toes are numb I can’t find my brain This weather has got me going insane Snow please go away. We hope that you’ll return another day You’ve outdone your welcome you see So I hope you will listen to me Listen to this request I plea My friends and family would agree With me….. Bless my wonderful family My wishes to you Bless your happy family too. Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Throughout the whole year too... by cRAYz So, My Son... So, my son is a vaporer, Thank God he's no raper. I would hate to read that in the paper. So, he could be smoking weed, Something we really don't need. To intercede, so we can proceed. So, he could be drinking alcohol, Something I don't want at all, To get that deadly phone call. So, he could steal, To get his next meal, That would be a big deal. So, he could be a murderer, you know, Then off to prison he would go. So, he could be a drug dealer, Claiming to be a medicine healer. I just want whats best for him to stand by his side on whatever he may decide. So, its important for him to understand His life as a man will so begin. And that I will love him thru thick and thin.. by cRAYz Stranded Driving to work on Y40 Doing about 20 Driving my '99 Jeep Oh boy, the snow was deep Blowing snow Oh no In the ditch Oh what a bitch Oh shit There I sit There was no doubt I wasn't getting out Decided to try and walk home But was to cold to go roam Turned around Made some ground The snow was deep Couldn't find my Jeep Buried in snow and know where to go Saw a house kinda close Couldn't feel my nose or toes Knocking on the door Hoping they didn't ignore Wanting to get warm and outta the storm Cold and frozen The door opens In I go Out of the snow Waiting all night No snowplows in sight SO I spent the night With a knife in her hand Dare not nod my head In fear I could be dead Morning came slow Wanted to go But still too much snow At last The snowplows go past Gail comes to rescue me Now I'm set free by cRAYz Tears of a Veteran Memories lie waiting to remind me Of the horror and the carnage That is cataloged as war Which civilians never saw Many a nights I would spend Worrying about the bitter end Its shattered my reality Leaving me in a state of wonder To see it I know Its tipped the balance Of this G I Joe As I come to calmer waters Where life’s normal once again Im not fitting in it’s a price I've paid defending Where the dreams are never ending. In this minute of wonder no outlet, just thunder no room for blunders it would just bring you under. by cRAYz The Soldier Lonely I was when I stood staring at the sky Had a gun in my hand, was too afraid to cry Fought bitter battles and never lived to tell How at the altar of freedom, my body fell My soul searched for reasons as to why I had died Did I save many people, had I even tried? Did they remember me, my deeds, my name Are they proud of me or did I bring them shame My battered body stood testimony to my fate My heart had stopped in a battle brought about by hate I had screamed in pain, and shivered with fright But before I died, I did put up a damn good fight Remember me always, my beloved country It was I, who brought you victory I fought to the last bullet in my gun I was a soldier, and it was not fun.... To leave my son.. Who's life has just begun. That would soon be, Without me. Your Dad by cRAYz The Soldiers Life Being a soldier is not for all Must be willing to give your all Overworked and underpaid That's how a soldier is made Ready at any time Wherever there is trouble Courage and honor is unsurpassed Ready to complete the task Traveling to lands both near and far Standing his post and looking up at the stars Wondering what he could have done If he hadn't carried his gun Remember when you drive by Seeing the flag flying proud and high Somewhere out there a soldier stands in sand In someone elses' foreign land Defending our country from all our foes Standing tall and proud come rain or snow. by cRAYz Twin Brother Jay My twin brother was annoying My twin brother made me mad My twin brother drove me crazy My twin brother made me sad My twin brother was crazy My twin brother was nuts There was times I wanted to grab him and choke him until he went nuts 4 minutes older I am of he My twin brother will disagree We would fight night and day My twin brother Jay Someday I won't have my twin brother I wish that day will never come You've been like no other It's been great having you as my twin brother because surely without Jay It would never be the same way Living day by day without my twin brother Jay. Brother, dear twin brother Jay Listen when I say I will stick by your side Until my final day.. by cRAYz Unknown Soldier He Lay Where He Had Fallen. Enemy Fire Had Brought Him Down. He Knew His Life Was Over, As He Lost All Sight and Sound. He Knew a Peaceful Sleep, Amidst the Raging Guns of War, But for Him the Fight Was Over. He'd Gave His All..And More. Oh, He Was Not Alone. Others Have Fallen Too. And Time Will Not Erase the Fact... They Fell for Me and You. We Owe These Men and Women, For They Never Got Any Older. We Didn't Even Know Them. To Most of Us They Were..Unknown Soldiers. So Rest in Honored Glory, Each and Every One of You. You Gave All You Had to Give... For Freedom and the Red, White and Blue. by cRAYz Winter The winter chill is all around, she arrived with no warning snow covered the ground the tress are bare and tightly bound, the animals are hidden concealed out of fear, the lakes are all frozen not one can shed a tear, ice sickles hanging on our house eaves, on the edge, waiting to leave the wind howls like when thunder growls the sky is dark all throughout the day, winter is the benchmark and winter wants to stay, the days are short and the nights long, winter is singing that Frozen song. by cRAYz Wolves When the moon is high up in the sky wolves run wild. When the moon is high all move within the pack. Each one watching the others back. When the moon is high who can deny. Find a hiding place because no one is safe until dawn and the night is gone. by cRAYz Work Boots Next to the door in the garage the work boots sit. Salt lines upon the leather laces drooping like the arms of a new-recruit The shoe hangs open like someone too tired to speak the mouth looks like it should somehow breathe Tears in the leather reveals a shiny steel toe glimmers the promise of safety with many years to go.. Brown is there color the weight is extreme the size is fourteen what does it all mean? Sometimes you just have to shrug And flash a grin and bear it, ‘Cause even if it’s kinda snug, If that shoe fits – then wear it! Ready to take on another role With dirt stuck in the sole Its time to take pride with each and every stride by cRAYz Work Work, work, work Evenings and nights I work, work, work Working with boilers Checking the slingers, and oilers Work, work, work 12 & 8 hour shifts Every other weekend I work, work, work Water chemistry testing, No time for resting Work, work, work Filling in the trackers No time for slackers I work, work, work Working with great teams, Makes the job easier it seems Work, work, work I like my coffee without sugar or cream Like a happy dream I work, work, work Cleaning, sweeping, and mopping Maintaining focus, so there ain't no stopping Work, work, work This cycle keeps on and on It never seems to end I work, work, work Working so many hours you feel ill And you keep doing the cycle still Work, work, work Watching the control screen Making sure its working like a well oiled machine I work, work, work Every Friday I'm paid Hope it's not delayed Got bills to be paid Work, work, work No time for grief Just waiting for my relief I work, work, work Got some vacation Ready for some rest and relaxation Work, work, work Waited for so long Hoping I didn't go wrong With a company called Armstrong I work, work, work Some fold under pressure Expectations so high that it's hard to measure Work, work, work Gerry is my foreman He gave me this job Thank God... I get to work, work, work by cRAYz Goodbye I marched along To the sound of a drum With clenched fists The grief and sorrow I had to overcome So much pain Marching in this rain The tears in my eyes For a friend lives And a friend dies I reach the final resting place and the last beat of the drum No sounds but weeping and my long deep sigh The 21 shots rang out I gave my salute and said my last goodbye by cRAYz Our Military Salute our military For everything they do They protect our country And others too Brave men and women That perform so well For their service and sacrifice We never could tell Thanks for your service We love everything you do For the Red, White and Blue. by cRAYz My Fiance' Here I am on break Eating my lemon pound cake It tastes great On my coffee break It's something that Gail had to bake From scratch she did make A little bit of lemon juice A flavor you can never reproduce She's my little baker Cookie, cake and bread maker My risk taker She's my fiance Who loves a latte Instead of coffee Together her and I Stuck together like crazy glue But one thing We both know is true We're here for each other I really love you! by cRAYz My Brothers For those of whom I fought with and those I don't know your name, we fought together, you didn't die in vain. We fought, you died, I bled, and I cried, even until our untimely end, our country, our families, our brothers, we shall defend, May you always be my friend. by cRAYz Soldier Dad I'm very small I don't know much at all I've learned to grow up so fast So much future and not much past I'm just eleven years old and often sad I just want to hug my DAD He protects us from far away His life is in danger everyday I see my mom cry and ask why? Her heart aches, but manages to smile so we hold each other for awhile I'm young, but very wise But have come to realize My soldier dad is brave and strong I hope his deployment won't be long. by cRAYz Barkley My best friend I could ever ask for, The only one I can talk to. You listen to everything I have to say I'm really going to miss you someday. Your growing old, Cannot walk as fast, Don't worry, I won't forget our past. The comfort you offer, Except when you pissed on my shoe. It's okay, we've all made mistakes, I'm really going to miss you someday. You love to play with your ball, Chasing it down the hall, You're the fastest of them all, But you still go get the ball. You bring it back every time Morning, noon and night, anytime. It's almost time to go, Don't worry about me. Just do it slow It's time to be free. I love you with all my heart I don't want to be apart. The best friend I've ever had I'm really going to miss you someday. I love you, I hope you never stray.. by cRAYz Brother-In-Arms In this far strange land A place I call home Lots of space to roam In all this sand My brother in arms A life we had to live everything to give My brother in arms My last day in this desert In this sand, where I stand I hope I never come back To this barren land. My brother in arms Brothers I ate with Fought with Bled with With my last breath I'll stand by you My brother in arms We'll fight to the end Just as we did before we'll win this battle Blood on our hands Side by side My brother in arms Though I nearly died I was never alone You never deserted me My brother in arms It's a life we live Until we do no more Everyone has to die My brother in arms This war will never end How much money must we spend? The stakes are too high How many more must die? As we live our lives Beyond and after May we stand together Forever as brothers in arms by cRAYz Desert Storm President Bush set the date, for the liberation of Kuwait. Sadaam Hussein was on the run, Desert Storm had begun. No one paid attention or tried to understand The problems in the Middle East that would soon be here at hand Off to a foreign land with all that sand The sirens are wailing that creepy sound, we all stop & drop to the ground Scared with a racing pulse waiting to hear that the warning is false. Hearing a distant thud, Feeling the tremor through the mud Impacts we hear Will the next be anywhere near? The siren screams Haunting my dreams Standing tall, with my head held high Hoping I would not die. Death & destruction all around Too much to view, All the damage and pain I went through The images of such an ordeal How are you supposed to feel? Disruption of life, Loneliness too. Doing the job I was sent there to do. We must never forget What we had to endure I just hope there is a cure. Surviving every attack, Just to make it back, without my name on the fallen Plaque Get me out of Iraq.. We are constantly reminded that the "Storm's" not over yet. Our troops are thought so highly of when they are called to war But when it's all over They're not remembered anymore. No more of the sand the heat and the wind Desert Storm's finally at an end.. by cRAYz Maroon Beret I'm what others do not want to be Seen the face of death, Felt the cold of fear Keep my heart near Courage, Faith & Honor The message is quite clear To serve, and save someone's life. To pull them out of the fight With all your might My job wasn't evil, Nor insane. Just the opposite, Saving lives in pain, Was what i had to gain. Wearing the maroon beret Doing your best No room for error It puts you to the test To always do your best Hands steady as a rock, To keep you from going into shock. There with the precious blood When others bleed in the mud. To do this everyday Risking your life for others So they don't have to pay Is what I did everyday. by cRAYz Boots In The Sand Got my boots in the sand, Not a worry in the world, A M16 in my hand I'm alive today, I'm alive today Our C130 touched down just about 3 o'clock And this war is on my mind Ammo & camo danced in my head As were headed for the front line Armored Hummers are there own demise, With roadside IED's in disguise Time to deploy Get to the convoy Let's see what we can destroy Hate this war i'm fighting in Where do we begin? Surrounded by sand I'm not coming back to this barren land. It's time to take a stand. Got my boots in the sand, Not a worry in the world, A M16 in my hand I'm alive today, I'm going home today by cRAYz Soldiers are... ...courageous and strong ...who fight for right and wrong …who live and die …and silently cry …they have nightmares and dreams …and hear people scream ... soldiers who've been picked off the ground ... soldiers who've bled without a sound ...soldiers with flesh hanging wide ...soldiers with limbs torn from each side ...soldiers who stood tall in the heat then crawled away from bombed-out streets ...soldiers who have been hurt who lie there quietly in sand and dirt ...soldiers who dragged themselves away then quivered in pain through night and day ...soldiers that are just names & tags ...soldiers sent home in body bags …soldiers are …people that we must remember ...all year-long and especially on the 11th of September …they keep peace for you and me …soldiers are …the ones who live and die to stay free by cRAYz A Soldier Once I was a Soldier once, large and strong, I was a Soldier once, doing no wrong. I was a Soldier once, fighting your war, I was a Soldier once, hard to the core. Old, tired, physically worn out, With every move my muscles shout. Writing, working, running about, nothing to do but work and hang out. I’m a B/T Engineer now, slowly getting fat, Knowing where I should really be settling my hard hat. This civilian life I live, is so deadly to me, I should, again, be a soldier, that i’d like to be. I was a Soldier once, Yes Sir, No Sir, anything you say Sir. I was a Soldier once; it was the life I preferred. I was a Soldier once, it was such a blur I was a Soldier once, living the war were it occurred Those that have never been one will never know. The ones that put them down can basically go. In this day and age, Soldiers protect our Freedom In this day and age, everyone should be one. I know this because, I was a Soldier once, protecting you and yours. I was a Soldier once, with back to back fighting tours. by cRAYz I Was A Soldier... When I was hurt and lost someone dear I did go on because I was a soldier When the going got tough with nothing to fear I did go on because I was a soldier When the faith felt small and doubts really bigger I did go on because I was a soldier When the sky was dark and nothing seemed near I did go on because I was a soldier When the wounds were hurting with no immediate cure I did go on because I was a soldier When the hopes were grim & nothing was clear I did go on because I was a soldier When storms came hard striking some fear I did go on because I was a soldier I fought & fought & I fought till the victory was sure Yes, I could do it because I was a soldier by cRAYz A Soldier's Belief I enlisted to serve my nation, Peace and democracy I wanted to bolster, I wanted to help create a new foundation So, I put on a uniform, and I became a soldier. But, there is a secret that we all might forget; Whether it is by accident or by deliberate regret. I don't want to be a hero, I don't want to die, I don't want to leave a widow, Nor do I want a flag at half-mast in the sky. When I felt my life was coming to an end, Fighting back the tears in my eyes, War and combat in my soul, Out here on patrol But, I will always think back at a soldiers only prize. I will always remember the sadness and the cost; At what was won, and then what sadly was lost. I just wanted to go home I just wanted to defend and protect, I wish to be remembered and not left unknown I just want to forget and not to reflect. A little respect, no neglect. Some time to dissect and reconnect. by cRAYz In A Soldier There is discipline in a soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in a soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in a soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in a soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in a soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in a soldier that beats from his heart. A soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A soldier is always a soldier even while he sleeps. A soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see a soldier remember what they do. A soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are a soldier - I am saying this to you..... Thank god for every soldier Thank god for what you do. by cRAYz What’s In A Soldier... In a soldier... Loyalty and strength you see. In a soldier... Discipline, bravery. In a soldier... A world that is free. In a soldier.. Sacrifice, so the world can be free. In a soldier... No compromise. In a soldier... Courage in his eyes. In a soldier... A special bond. In a soldier... Iraq, Viet-Nam. In a soldier... Sad, drooped eyes. In a soldier... Pain, when a buddy dies. In a soldier... Terrible places. In a soldier... Tough, grim faces. In a soldier... Stories untold. In a soldier... Action makes him old. In a soldier... Dark, frightening nights. In a soldier... Missing his lovely wife. In a soldier... Memories of a decent life. In a soldier... Scars deep in the mind. In a soldier... An exploding mine. In a soldier... The thrill of leaving war. In a soldier... No more pains anymore. In a soldier... No more tears. In a soldier... Leaving war, after a long, trying year. by cRAYz A Soldiers Dream A soldier is more than just a soldier, He’s a human being. Fighting overseas, Sent to fight, To please his commanders dreams. When he gets older, His dream is to stay alive. As the years pass by, Hopes and dreams are torn apart. He is sent to the front line, Running through the desert shrine, While the enemy waits for some determined malign. He stops and prays, The enemy is moved by this, So, he lets him flee. Now the soldier is free Free to live his own dreams… by cRAYz Combat Soldier Many accept the name of soldier Yet sit in the office with no fear, at the rear Whilst the real soldier, the combat soldier, Fighting the enemy, hand to hand, eye to eye. Our uniforms dirty, faces weathered, Hands rough, cut, and minds tethered. I’ve seen death’s hand, reaching for me, Some of my friends, I will never see. Our weapons are scratched, and used, Dragged into battle, they are all abused. We seek refuge, in the wire, Many of us spend the operation in its entire. Hoping someday to retire. The combat soldier gets a short rest, Confined by our bulky flak vest. For days we are in a crosshair, Terrorist seeking us, death they declare. Combat soldier, many missions I did fulfill, Many friends I lost, forever still. No esteem or awards will I receive, Those with rank, medals you will receive. Though the combat soldier defends the post, We’re treated like the lowest, almost as a ghost. The soldier and combat soldier, aren’t the same, The only thing the same are in their name… by cRAYz Soldier On…Wayward Son… My life’s been full of regrets from the past, But I stand tall and continue to last. I will not give up at the fight of the day, Soldier on I must…and pave the way. I have turned a new page in my life, In this journey called living. Soldier on I must and never stop giving. I share my stories and continue to pray, and ask the Lord to show me and say… Soldier on my child…and I will carry you all the way.. by cRAYz Death in War Death visits the front line Death is on no ones side Death does not care who or why Death visits on your side of the front line Death does not care who or why Death will take a soul like a soldier takes a life Death does not care who or why Death has no regret, not like a soldier, who has regret Death does not care who or why The soldier says to the life he has taken “Sorry for what I’ve done.” The soldier says “What have I done?” The soldier cares who or why Who takes the blame at the end of the day? The soldier who cares who or why Or death who does not care who or why… by cRAYz Terms of War I’ve been to war twice, It’s not pretty or nice. Putting the uniform on, It symbolizes brawn. Carrying all your gear and weapons, Never knowing when your services beckons. Keeping yourself and fellow soldiers alive, You must fight to survive. Blood will shed, Bodies laying around everywhere, all dead. At war no one wins, For God says “Thou Shall Not Kill” Countries send soldiers to fight, Whether it’s wrong or right. The pain and sorrow, Wondering will there be a tomorrow. Soldiers put their lives on the line, Hoping not to step on a land mine. At times we must kill It’s enough to make you ill. Freedom is not free, For you and me. Doing whatever it takes Without any mistakes. We’re fighting for you A soldier does what a soldier needs to do To give freedom to YOU….. by cRAYz Brave Soldier The brave soldier, Patriotic as can be. The brave soldier, Don’t stop fighting for me. The brave soldier, So much strength. The brave soldier, Don’t die on me. The brave soldier, We all love you so much. The brave soldier, We all miss you dearly. The brave soldier, Come home to me, The place you should be…. by cRAYz The Soldiers Life... A baby is born on Tuesday, Soldiers dying in Iraq today. People with there hot Starbuck's lattes Soldiers chasing their fears away. Children playing, running around, Soldiers dying on the battleground. Stars fill the sky at night, Soldiers fighting, shooting on sight. People on the beach getting a tan, Soldiers fought in Viet-Nam. Teens drinking soda, eating apple pie, Soldiers are young, not wanting to die. Couples up on lovers lane, Soldiers fight in the heat, wanting it to rain. Lovers take in a show, Soldiers in Korea, froze in the snow. Families shop for food at the grocery store, Soldiers fighting a year in this war. Surfers looking for the perfect wave, Soldiers buried in an unmarked grave. People talking on their cell phones, Soldiers wounded in a battle zone. Priests bury soldiers where they die, Parents never understand why! by cRAYz Thing Off to outer space The spaceship I did drive Hoping to stay alive Something bad came my way My life changed that very day Straight into the hands of fate From the radiation I would mutate This body of Rock Would put me into shock Through & through Not knowing what to do Fighting crime Is what i do all the time. My name is Ben Grimm From Manhatten’s lower East side 7135 Yancy St. thats where I reside A test pilot was he one of the best the Air Force did see Someone I would like to be. by cRAYz (un)Military I came home a different person Somewhat like an orphan The battlefields I did see A lot of bad things inside of me I'm still living Never forgetting, but somehow forgiving For the others misgivings And the lives that had been given The silence has begun No rattles of any machine gun Exploding shells The awful smells I dream of a human race Where we can embrace With love every place And a smile on everyones face Where the outbreak of war Exists no more by cRAYz Afraid Afraid of nightmare sounds... the barks of a distant hound Afraid of the oceans... the creatures in its motions Afraid of the future... of what it holds for me Afraid of being alone... unsure of the unknown Afraid of death... of taking my last breath Afraid of silence... without ideals or violence Afraid of love... not being worthy of Afraid of the Lord I'm not... my savior, I've got I've never forgot or given it much thought He's my last shot To get to that Heavenly spot.... by cRAYz Unknown I'm at the end of the hallway A sense of coldness all around I feel my heart beat The blood rushing through me Under your bed The fears inside your head Is a monster there Should I beware Lurking through the darkness Destroying all my confidence Where's the light Can't find the switch Reaching into the darkness into the UNKNOWN... by cRAYz Does Anyone Care? Does anyone care... if your happy today Does anyone care... if your day is cheerful and bright Does anyone care... if your feeling okay Does anyone care... if everything is going right So in a warmhearted way It's time to have a perfect day There is someone out there Who cares about you! And has something good to say to brighten your day. by cRAYz My Zone I knew I wouldn't fail Because I didn't want to go to jail To do the things I'd never done before I paced the floor To finally make it through the door It didn't matter much I didn't care for scuba diving and such I was busy inside my zone I longed for something of my own I watched others win It was time for my change to begin My new strength, I'd never felt before kissed my fear goodbye, closed and locked the door It was time to venture out I had no doubt Words of praise can make your dreams come true Success is there for you! by cRAYz Friends I've got your back If you have mine When you hurt I cry Makes me wanna die We vowed never to fight Doesn't matter who's wrong or right If our friendship needs a mend I'm there til the bitter end Never mind your fears throughout the years I'll wipe away your tears Hand in hand Upon this beautiful land This friendship is grand It's what we had always planned by cRAYz Sorrows Wait for nothing and nothing shows up Sorrows are all I find Putting me in a bind The memories begin to fly Hoping I don't die I see the bright light before me Hoping its not over for me Its shining upon my face O' what a dreadful place Wake up from this nightmare I know someone has to care Pinch me, pinch me, if you dare I hope I never end up there. by cRAYz Smiles Smiling, I do it not just once... Things aren't that bad Sharing with someone else It's not that bad Smiling shouldn't make you sad A shimmer of hope Is what I had My heart grows light There's not a cloud in sight Longing for something more Going to the open door You need to love a little more Thats what we are here for Stop the war And smile a little more. by cRAYz Murder It Is... Taking away a life With the aid of a knife It is murder Pulling the trigger on a gun Seeing what you have done It is murder Feeding someone pills Later, finding out it kills It is murder The life is gone Not able to cling on Should I go any further It is murder Either caused by a fling Using ropes or a string Your hands can only bring Death grips around a neck, like a ring Killed by suffocation Condemned with abomination Deliberate termination It is murder There is no mistake, So please be careful Asleep or awake! Murder is awful and unlawful. by cRAYz “Crazy” Is it just me Or am I just crazy Where did I go That I don’t know Alone in the darkness Stop this madness Crying tears My eyes never clear No hope I’m at the end of my rope No faith Something I can't take No happiness Only sadness No love Only from above No life Just give me a knife Am I crazy? No, I’m cRAYz…. by cRAYz Fun Fun keeps you young; Laughter keeps you bright. When you get to that age Just turn the page When a mid life crisis looms Who cares what everyone assumes Go out and act like a kid again. Who cares what the neighbors might say They're crazy anyway. Change your hair color Grow it to your collar Change your style Put on a happy smile Put some spring in your step Give yourself some pep Who cares what the neighbors might say They're crazy anyway Go dancing at the hall Let loose, but don’t fall Smile, even if there’s nobody around Run, until you’re nowhere to be found Who cares what the neighbors might say You are more than crazy than they anyway.. by cRAYz Smokin' I blew the smoke as a cloud In the air it did remain, Creeping above the unnoticed crowd, My lungs collapsed in searing pain. Full of soot and black with tar, Coughing to get my chest to clear; Surprised my lungs had got this far All those years of toxic air. Puff away, my motto cries Have another cigarette Before another smoker dies I don’t want to think about my last cigarette Blowing out the white silhouette Not wanting to die just yet. So I’ll have a drink and a cigarette Trying to forget And thinking about new regrets. by cRAYz A Soldiers Price... The words from a soldier, After the 21 gun salute " Mama your son is a hero. You should be proud." As he handed the folded American flag to her. For her to have and to hold. Laid against her chest, she broke down in tears. Holding it tight, knowing he was going to be alright. Trying to make him breathe again Her heart barely beat, as she came to her feet. The American flag was used to take her 19 yr.old son away To fight a war far away He came home in peace Working with the Military Police. He's here to stay where he lay But could have came back in something Other than a flag draped coffin. by cRAYz A Soldiers Rush We don't have super powers We are not made out of steel We cannot leap over telephone towers A bullet wound we would feel A cape we do not own And a mask we do not wear All over the world we are known Though our breed is very rare We do not have angels wings And from heaven we did not come We came not from a line of kings And miracles we have not done Super heroes we are not No powers do we possess For we are just normal men Soldiers and nothing less We are American soldiers fighting Not super heroes indeed We are high on adrenaline Hoping not to bleed To fight for what we need by cRAYz The Beast Murdered out FX4 Super Crew Black is the color There is no other Nothing beats The leather heated seats 6 inch lift kit Is a hit, I admit 4 wheel drive To keep me alive With the light bar I can see far To get you aboard It has power running boards 35 inch Nitto tire Is what I admire A big deal Is the 20 inch Moto Metal wheel 3.5 liter Which is no beater Getting me in the right direction Is the navigation Has some git up and go With its twin turbo Projection headlights To get you through the nights A tonneau cover To store things under 21 mpg highway Is okay, I must say It's the Beast From the Southeast by cRAYz Help Me... Help me when my faith... isn't faithful Help me when my strength... isn't strong Help me when my peace... isn't peaceful Help me when my right.. isn't wrong Help me with my patience... when my patience isn't here Help me with your wisdom... when the answers aren't so clear Help me with your presence... when im feeling lost and lonely Help me with your spirit... cause you are my one and only by cRAYz Honor Our Soldiers... Always honor our soldiers The present, future, and past Because, without their services Our country couldn't last Always honor our soldiers Punish the ones who burn our flag It means so much more to us Than just an ordinary rag!! Always honor our soldiers Shake their hands when you can Let them know you honor their stand Always honor our soldiers Even those that already gave Stop and visit their graves Always honor our soldiers In our future as well There will always be wars There's no way to tell Always honor our soldiers They serve us well Because wars here on Earth Are like living in Hell !!! by cRAYz Hurt & Pain With hurt and pain There's a lot to gain Peace and love Should be the same With confusion and doubt We're not without As we weep, we cry As we plead, we try As we laugh, we smile Hurting by one last trial There are lessons in life So learn them well Maybe, someday You'll be telling it's tale by cRAYz Memories Of A Soldier... Gone are the days of glory Never felt so sorry I came back with my life Home to my wife Protecting my nation with pride Keeping my mind and eyes open wide The sacrifice was never so grand To live or die for my motherland The boundaries between nations Should spread love in our imaginations Wars and clashes will be put to the test Our soldiers should not be laid to rest Each day was a blessing Some where depressing The day finally came when we won this deadly game With each drop of blood spilled And family members who was killed Memories of good friends Left are the rare smiles from the panoto lens Gone are the days of glory I've never felt so sorry. by cRAYz My Angel I have the love of an angel, her smile is brighter than the sun, her eyes sparkle more than any star, her kiss is sweeter than any candy bar she's better by far... her love for me is stronger than any drug, she has the tightest hug... my dreams of her could never compare with that lovely flowing blonde hair... her precious kiss, that I would miss... for me my angel is a dream come true, that I already knew... my love for her will last forever, the greatest endeavor... I worship the times we spend together, no matter the weather... I hold her dear to my heart, hoping we will never fall apart... until I see her again, when I look at the moon and say I love you my angel, I'm glad my dream came true! by cRAYz My First Love How do we learn to Love, the way simple lovers do. I thought it was impossible. I found myself in love with you. Now I know exactly what love truly can do and you are my reason why; I let you in my soul . . . you promised never to lie. I learned to cherish and trust you, In ways I never had before. if anything were ever to happen, I would love you more. my feelings for you grew along the way, in the end it remains still true - I found My love in life. (Just like you always knew. ) you told me once, and told me twice, how beautiful love could be. never realized it was me, you was speaking of You have given me all your love, it takes my sadness away. my endless loyalty Is so joyfully. my love in life. I will never forget. You are the Love of my Life, This I knew from the moment we met. by cRAYz My Masks She always smiles, I cry She is always outgoing, I am shy She loves me so, I am alone She is so amazing, I am unknown She is very beautiful, I am a hobo She is always happy, I'm so sad My masks are perfect She hides me well. by cRAYz Online I'm online and your always there typing my love for you on the computer screen you'll never know what you mean people say it's crazy but I don't really care they tell me to beware of things we have shared all the things you've said about me feels like you were here always with an open heart, and an open ear always wished you were near I wondered If you truly care but when I turn on my computer your always there! by cRAYz Our Military Colors Green is our uniforms Fighting for our country Carrying M-16's We are the Army Ships are our homes Sailors we are The color we wear, the color blue The Navy, we are strong and true Engineers Flying above, seeing all We are the Air Force Never shall we fall Tough we are Put to the test We are Marines Not like the rest We all fight for our country As one Til the job is done by cRAYz Questions From A Soldier When I Leave.... will you remember my name? When I Leave.... will things be the same? When I Leave.... will you still love me, or will you love another? When I Leave.... will you understand why I fight? When I Leave.... will you write to me every night? If I Die.... remember my name. If I Die.... remember our memories. When I Return.... I hope things are the same. When I Return.... I hope you will be waiting for me. When I Return.... I hope it's not in a coffin. When I Return.... I hope you remember what I sacrificed. When I Return.... I hope I will be the same!!!! by cRAYz That Special Place There's always that special place in life, That needs my wisdom and skill, The job I'm meant to do, No one but me can fulfill. It's very demanding, The pay is not very good I wouldn't risk it for a moment Even if I could. There's always that special place in life, Goals I must attain, Dreams to follow, I won't be back again. There's a legacy I must leave, However small it seems to be, There's people who follow after me. There's that special place in life, I only can share, The path with my name. Waiting for me somewhere A/n outreached hand that I must hold, So many things I gotta say, Smiles I must give As I'm wiping my tears away. There's that special place in life, With many things to fulfill, Where all flowers grow Up on that lonely hill, Waiting for tomorrow, Shouldn't have to be, Living alone in this world, There's gotta be a place for me! by cRAYz Unseen... I'm trapped in a cage.. no one sees it..not even me.. I don't know what it's made of.. I don't even know where it came from.. but I feel it..it's all around me.. it's full of strength.. it forbids me to move freely.. it seperates me from you.. it strangles my thoughts.. I'm robbed.. but I don't know what was taken.. I'm in a place.. but I don't know where I'm heading.. nor do I know how I got there.. or who brought me there.. I know I've been through a lot.. but my memories are scattered about.. it is consuming me little by little.. I can't stay but I can't go.. I'm trapped but no one see it.. Not even you... by cRAYz What I Need... Your hope in my heart, is what I treasure Your name on my tongue, is like sweet chocolate candy My finest days, are the ones I spend with You... I can't live in this world, without being with You... How can I endure the afterlife With You no longer my wife This is strange I must say So let us pray Your all I need everyday.. by cRAYz What Is War..... War is... Destructive Gruesome Cold and Heartless Unforgiving Evil Brutal Cruel and Twisted Death Pain War makes us... Aware Scared Fear Cry Hate Kill Wars don't end War is always here They last for years by cRAYz Yesterday I cannot remember Yesterday, She went away. I asked her what the trouble was, She would not say; Just looked at me with a cool kind of conviction, Wishing things were different, As she slowly walked away. Oh! How today bores me! I can read her mind! Certainly don't have yesterday's charm. She told me straightforwardly Oh! she loved me so! But I told her that it was time to go. Now, Tomorrow has a sacred face, She sneaks and sneaks around. When I wish to never see her trace She lingers for a mile. She whispers sad tales of mediocrity, But sometimes makes me dream. Oh! Where are you Yesterday? I'm holding out for you. There's nothing I want more than You, Yesterday. All I want is you. Today and tomorrow... by cRAYz Life Lessons life lessons run through our lives making their way through our veins into our brains flooding our bodies giving us remnants of yesterday rushing towards our toes and to where no one knows sifting through the sands with our hands waves running onto the shore where sand castles are no more on they go at a steady flow winding there way to their final gateway. by cRAYz The Young Boys When you send the young boys away Off to a foreign land Fighting in a war they don't understand When they come back They're a grown man They're not okay They're not all right They're in a dark place They just want to fight The governments and media Spreading their pack of lies They never tell the truth All they tell is lies I see it with my own eyes They're wide open For every now and then There's no use coping The memories Instilled in my mind The boy they knew They'll never find He was left behind Now I have peace of mind by cRAYz Goodbye I'm writing this poem, here where I lay, The sunshine is gone, I only see gray. Wish I had more time, I'm only in my twenties, I'm still in my prime. I only have a minute or two, My body is numb, my face is turning blue. So sorry, I tried to do my best, My life is leaving, through this hole in my chest. It happened sudden and fast, I smile, as I look at the past. Please don't mourn or cry, I'll look down, after I die And say my final goodbye.. by cRAYz Emotions Expressing the emotions we feel, We're expected to block and conceal. We need to be heard, we need to speak, If we do, they will think we are weak. Frightened and scared, Death, we are not prepared. We crawl, aim, shoot and kill, We feel the loss, we feel the chill. No fame or glory, To save us from this story. Fighting for days, for a few feet, Remaining strong to avoid defeat. So many different types of noise, Not from children or their toys. Hearing a grown man cry, So much sorrow in every eye. Seeing a child, and a grieving wife Please stop me, from taking another life. There seems to be a reason, always a cause, I'll be next, if I ponder and pause. by cRAYz Sniper Wicked men I will kill Lying hidden on the hill Through the telescopic sight I aim No emotion clouding my mind It’s my job to protect the military force, No matter the cost, of course Watching and waiting No time for hesitating! Never killing on impulse But by a strict military code Following orders when instructed, Would make the kill Then my duty would be fulfilled Camouflaged, and hidden from view Haunting the enemy Not safe from my telescopic sight Especially at night Never seen or heard, Until the lethal bullet strike Confirming the kill on my radio mic I’m quick as a viper Cause I was a military sniper by cRAYz M24 A green ghost stalks these lands An M24 in a master’s hands Chambering a perfect round Slide the bolt, forward and down. Stay focused, loose and cool Control your breathing, remembering the rule. Get them now, kill them clean Before we lose another Marine. by cRAYz Puppy Love This morning, I woke up & kissed my dad's head. I peed on the carpet, then went back to bed. "The life of a puppy, oh my, this is great." Then I thought about breakfast," I hope it's not late." Mom took me outside; we walked for a while. This never fails to make Mama smile. I sniffed of everything, that we did pass, I ate something weird - it gave me gas. I'm sure God loves me, I know that is true. He gave me so many great things to chew. Rugs, plants or rocks, I really don't care. What I truly like best, is Dad's underwear. That obedience book was sort of yummy. Though it didn't sit well on my poor puppy tummy. I threw up a bit, but that was all right, When Mom found it later, I was well out of sight. I made streamers of T.P., while running at full speed. Mom is pretty quick-but I was still in the lead. I flew under the bed, and Mom flew past, She stopped-shook her head, and breathed, "You're too fast." Mamma later phoned Daddy, and said, "It was frightening!" That afternoon, she was sure I'd pooped lightning. She'd sat at the computer, while I chewed the cord, She thought I was mad, but I was just bored. When Mama had enough, couldn't take anymore, That's when my tushy got shoved out the door. I love it inside, but outside is best. Lay in the cool grass, and had a good rest. That didn't last long, there was too much to do- Can't quite remember where I hid Daddy's shoe. I found an old bone, and scratched at a flea, I watched the dumb squirrels as they jumped in a tree. I barked at the kids, when they got off the bus. I can't figure out why this makes Mamma fuss. I barked at the neighbour, I barked at the wind. I barked and barked, till Mom yelled, "COME IN." The sun dipped in the west-soon Daddy would come! I sure love my daddy: we always have fun. I barked at my daddy, then turned on my charms, I woo-wooed, "Hello," then jumped in his arms. Sitting under the table - it's sooo hard to wait. Daddy slipped me a goodie right off his plate. I raced through the house, and scattered my toys, Ricocheted off the furniture, and made lots of noise. Mom found her purse - the one I abused. Daddy let loose a chuckle. Mom asked "Amused??" I cowered down low; I must be in trouble. Dad said, "Wasn't MY girl, it must be her double!" Mom turned off the TV, and said, "Time for bed." Dad said, "Let's go girl," and patted my head. I got in my spot, between Mom and Dad, I thought 'bout my day and what fun I had. Mama kicked out my bone from the covers below, Then let loose a sigh-a sigh deep and low. She gave me a kiss, and snuggled me tight, And whispered so softly, 'My darling goodnight’ by cRAYz Broken. My love my friend my think the world of til the end heart broken crying eyes sad spoken terrifying lies crumpled smiles broken hearts once whole falling apart dying beauty bleeding tears saddened cutie nightmarish fears take a knife cut a wrist turn the knife watch it twist many drips wanting more losing my grip falling to the floor broken heart deceiving lies falling apart to the demise and closing my eyes saying my final goodbye… by cRAYz Last edited by cRAYz on 2020-04-25 20:05:58 | |
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| LizardLifePosted at 2020-05-07 04:29:20(241Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Great poems Ray, I really enjoyed reading these. You managed to portray emotions very well, thank you for your service! | |
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| Ange1Posted at 2020-05-07 07:16:38(241Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Amazing hunni so beautiful, you truly are an inspiration and my hero :) :love:love | |
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| bigboy12Posted at 2020-05-24 18:33:57(238Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| You are a man of many talents Ray. Thank you for all you do here for us all. :) | |
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| KATZPosted at 2020-11-15 18:56:44(213Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| "ALWAYS" a pleasure reading & enjoying your work full of heart & soul, Thank You for sharing ...:love | |
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| cRAYzPosted at 2020-11-19 22:29:41(212Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| War Is Never Over War is never over Thou the treaties where signed The memories of the battles Are burned into our mind War is never over So when you welcome heroes home Remember, in their minds they hold Memories known to them are tenfold War is never over Iraq Veterans know this well Other wars bring memories back Of their eternal war and attacks War is never over For Desert Storm I know I’ll never forget the battles The nightmares and daily prayers Everything my unit shared Because we cared War is never over Those left home to wait know this For many still are waiting It was their farewell kiss War is never over Though we win the victory in our mind For you and me The battle for Freedom Is never FREE!!! by cRAYz Last edited by cRAYz on 2020-11-23 15:54:07 | |
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| bigboy12Posted at 2020-11-19 22:51:34(212Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Another great piece ,Ray thanks for sharing :) | |
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| KATZPosted at 2020-11-21 03:01:08(212Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| "WoW" another fine piece, thank you so much for sharing and for serving our Country ... :love Last edited by KATZ on 2020-11-21 03:02:04 | |
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| KATZPosted at 2020-12-13 03:39:56(209Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Back again with a chai tea on this chilly evening for some good words to read! :love Cheers cRAYz B) | |
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| JanorPosted at 2020-12-22 06:03:36(208Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| OMG Ray... I re-read these so many times. You are an amazing poet and artist. I feel so honoured to have read these, that you shared these with us. I was sad, I was happy, I laughed, and I cried. They are all beautiful works of art. The one I loved the best was "Puppy Love". As a fellow dog lover, I can honestly say that every word I have felt before. I read it aloud to hubby and we both laughed so hard. I had tears in my eyes from laughter and joy. I will treasure this poem for the rest of my life. Thank you so much. Now I need to get another dog even more :-) I miss my old girl and I still have an empty spot in my heart where she resided. One day soon, I will enjoy the pitter patter of another puppy in my life. Thank you again for your amazing writing. love and hugs, Janor :-):-*:love:love:love | |
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| Ange1Posted at 2020-12-23 13:37:29(208Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| amazing sweetie those words really touch your heart :) beautiful and so inspiring thank you so much sweetie for sharing :) :love:love:love | |
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| cRAYzPosted at 2021-11-29 09:41:22(159Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Depression Depression is an evil cyclone It can turn a heart into stone Even in a room full of people You still feel alone When your brain feels out of whack And every thought is under attack Interests seem to lack Everything might as well be black There may not be a reason for the frown As to why you feel so down All your emotions are being broke down Like your being beatdown I’ve lost a few friends or two No one knew Didn’t see anything wrong So tired of singing the same old song You can only see the imprint of the impression But not really see the face of depression People think your just being bland Truth is, they just don’t understand You don’t need to hear, “pull yourself together.” What you need is a helping hand You may be weak And unable to speak Your days may be bleak All you may need is a kiss on the cheek To get you thru the week In this state of horror My soul is mine no more It never goes away It’s here to stay You crawl inside my mind Remind me what I left behind You left me feeling used and abused Depression is deep It makes you weep You want to run and hide Your depression will not subside Broken I remain Living in this pain Trying to remain somewhat sane Slowly I fade away The nightmares I live with, each and every day “It’s never to late.” No one realizes it’s not worth the wait Working my fingers to the bone Always home alone Wishing I was with my wife The best thing that’s happened in my life When your escape seems to be a trap And your life has been full of crap When you wished you could die now Maybe the pain will go out somehow Your shrink doesn’t help at all Giving you that sudden push and then you fall Depression hovers near Whispering gloom into my ear Each and every year After every beer I have with fear I shed another tear by cRAYz Last edited by cRAYz on 2021-11-29 12:16:55 | |
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| JanorPosted at 2021-11-29 20:45:16(159Wks ago) Report Permalink URL | ||
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| Amazing work Ray... you've hit the nail on the head as with all your work. So well written and describing it all so definitively. Bravo my friend. Can I borrow some of your courage to post mine on Depression that I sent you. I'm still chicken-  as I can't handle the criticism right now.Absolutely love all your work. I've been working on another one to add to our pile.  much hugs, love, and understanding my friend, Janor   Last edited by Janor on 2021-11-29 20:47:02 | |
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